Thinking

2 working month has been pass..
body heart get tired of it...

sometime didnt even have a time to think about my future...
work shit...
10 hours per day....
7 day per week...
30 day per month...

It is the time to move on...
This is not what i want in my life...
I have enough with this job...
although it free for travel around...
every week going to phuket and krabi...

People say that working on ship can save money...
actually can't....
when u shore leave...
the spending speed is much more faster than a person who working on land...

working condition is getting worst....
before is 5 person on shift...
4...
now 3 person on shift....
the job is getting heavy....
working condition is worst than what u are thinking....
the equipment was spoil one by one....
the salary is droping slowly....

I am sick of that...
everytime i thinking to give up...
my heart my soul tell me to just hold on for awhile....
after that i will get better...

I tell myself....
Most long....
one more month....