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Saturday, May 28, 2011

终断

没去新加坡了...
量地量了两个星期了....

很多人都问我做么不去....
我也不懂怎样答他们...

我是在逃避吗?
我是在害怕吗?

总觉得太赶了...
太冲动了....
应该给自己多几个选择...
我不想像上次将...
突然就上船了...

我还不够经验....
留在kl找工吧....
外面的月亮不一定比较圆....
只有懂得欣赏的人才会懂的选择...

不说了,等下有interview....
晚安...

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Confirm

14 MAY 2011

leaving starCruise



16 MAY 2011

Visit SG


18 MAY 2011

Arrive Malaysia


23 MAy 2011

leaving to sg for my new life.




希望爸爸早点好起来...

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Looking

Looking


Searching


Finding


Life is non-stop discovering thing...

Saturday, April 9, 2011

去或留?

去或留?

今晚就决定...

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Thinking

2 working month has been pass..
body heart get tired of it...

sometime didnt even have a time to think about my future...
work shit...
10 hours per day....
7 day per week...
30 day per month...

It is the time to move on...
This is not what i want in my life...
I have enough with this job...
although it free for travel around...
every week going to phuket and krabi...

People say that working on ship can save money...
actually can't....
when u shore leave...
the spending speed is much more faster than a person who working on land...

working condition is getting worst....
before is 5 person on shift...
4...
now 3 person on shift....
the job is getting heavy....
working condition is worst than what u are thinking....
the equipment was spoil one by one....
the salary is droping slowly....

I am sick of that...
everytime i thinking to give up...
my heart my soul tell me to just hold on for awhile....
after that i will get better...

I tell myself....
Most long....
one more month....

Thursday, January 20, 2011

感动了....

等下就要上船了....
刚从kl回来...
哥哥给了我一个电话...
说到他说有一件冷衣给我和charger...
我还不以为事...

到家一看....
那是我很喜欢的冷衣...
哥哥将他的冷衣给了我...

我顿时觉得我以前都错了....
我以前总觉得我家人不在乎我....
我现在才发现我错了....
我真得很感动....

刚才在回来的过程....
我用我的脑来记下回来的路....
希望我还会回来...
想你了jalan kuching....

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

给2011的一些话

2011开始了十九天....

我现在才说新年快乐好像有点迟了...
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈....
但没关系啦....
在这里和大家说新年快乐...

在上个post到现在...
真的发生了很多很多东西....
很少在这里写东西....
真对不起哦...

有一排都在klcc工作...
去了槟城开始了o jian 行程...
吃吃喝喝玩玩乐乐....
也签上了star cruise工作...

过了一个人的圣诞....
过了两个人的新年....
很多人都会问我....
做么得???
我想是感觉玩人吧....
天也玩人....
哈哈哈哈哈....

两个原本就相爱对方得....
就因为天给的某些挑战而使它们分开了...
但天也做了一个好事...
就是让他们再有爱对方的一次机会...
很对不起她....
以前说了hurt她的话....

以前真傻....
觉得恨就可以让一个人忘了一个人...
我错了...
恨只会让一个人更在乎那个人...
要忘了一个人是要学会放下得....
我根本没放下过...
感谢她...
让我在爱她的机会...

明天就是上船的日子了....
又要抛下她十个月了....
也算是个天给我们的考验吧....
我相信我门是可以得...

有些话很想对妈咪说...
妈...
对不起阿....
我以前骗了你很多次....
也用了很多你的钱....
我很不孝....
如果我可以再一次选着...
我不会骗你....
以前让你担心了...
但现在我想和你说...
我长大了,谢谢你....
我永远都爱你....

给家人的话....
希望这十月不会有什么事发生...
健康第一....
二姐要好好得让宝宝生下来哦....

我懂我这十个月会错过很多东西...
但不要觉得可惜....
因为我还会有机会得....
不要以为人很渺小....
只要朝着自己的目标....
一直坚持自己....
续成英雄的意志....
你就会成功了...

朋友们....
大家一起加油啊!!!
我们一起进步啊!!!