长大

Time pass so easy..

It is the third week after open school...

This sem seen not so easy to pass through..

IT is the last sem for me...

study's life gonna end soon...

Busy life never stop once open school..

Damn tired when first week and second week..

now i alrdy familiar wit it...

7+ wake up jam until school is around 9am..

then class until 5..

meeting after 5...

around 6-7pm only can back home...

always at home in night...

never go home by afternoon..

but it training my stamina also..

chef is not east to be..

headache is atking me now..

alof of plan need to done as soon as posible..

Event need to be done b4 april..

Bread and dessert day...

some time i feel that my word doesn't have the power to change ppl mind..

Mayb they not believe in me or wat....

Nvm la...

i tell myself say out b4 sumthing bad happen..

and i alrdy try my best...

And my target 90kg b4 my birthday...

will it happen???

hope i can do that...

after tis birthday i am 21 alrdy...

i not anymore a child and student..

i am a worker...

i am a chef...

i am a men that my gal can against on me..

jus finish phone wit her...

Hope she will better soon...

Money make the world go round~~

now my eyes only have $ tis thing....

And my friendship and my beloved....

On the way

Now 5.45pm almost 6...
finally i finish tiday work wit my kakak and my mum...
Damn hot and tired...
Suddenly i feel lost and empty....
no ppl can talk wit...
my dear working and her father jus beside she..
facebook also boring...
wanna connect my phone wit pc also boring...
need to install damn many file...
but i trying to accept the life like its...
It is jus nothing for me...
then i should more hardwork to hit my target...
Later 6pm go play basketball...
something happen on me...
my right leg muscle is lost!!!
i think my body still in rebuilding...
hope i will get 90kg soon...
the first target is diet until 90kg b4 my tis year b'day..
The second target is aleast having my own car at my 25..
and if can having my own shop and ready to marry..
mayb alot ppl say i am a sohai...
so fast marry tok mie....
don waste ur young life...
but when i heard something from my fren...
someone hope to be back to future...
i know wat am i doing is right...
hardwork in study ...
is the thing i should do right now...
some time i very scare ppl know i am studying in chef...
ppl will use other side to see on u...
they will say when will i cook for them?
i don even know how to answer tis question...
they jus giving presure to me...
but presure will make me more hardwork?
Hope so....
time to go out for basketball....

过了就是过了

想再来一次

以没机会了

可能你还在等机会

但机会是不会走来找你的

得到了就好好珍惜

很多东西不说是不懂得

尝试和她说

还站在这里做莫？

去和她说你心里话

Happy new year!!!!

Today is the first day of 2010...

yesterday i really not in a good mood~

Early in the morning drive to bidor to have a
breakfast...

then go Sungkai.....

when i thinking of the trip...

i suddenly feel so funny...

one is very quiet and cool style
boy....

one also a quiet boy...

one is my lovely BI and me...

The way to bidor back seat got two zombie at there
sleeping..

shaking their head there....

hahaha..

left me and my lovely dear talking
talking......

all sleep at late night...

on the way from the bidor to sungkai...

A place jus look like a place that having 12xx year
war...

or look like got dinosaurs want chase us.....

cause all the plam
tree has been cut and put togather...

When we arrive the
hot spring...

OMG the moutain
water part is havent open yet= ="

so we go hot
spring first...

it is damn damn
hot there... but u will feel so nice...=)

T.T my ass was
pain when i fall down to the water in the cold water
part~

now my leg is
injured~~damn...

after that we go
bukit beruntung having our launch and the egg we boil at the hot
spring..

After this we go
back to segambut to get my car...

The trip i feel
jus good cause less ppl less comment..

less ppl less
argue...

if have more ppl
will more better...

i driving car
in all the trip..

damn tired after
back home...

At the
night....

i seriously donno
where can be go...

i stay home and
playing in front of the computer....

suddenly i hear
the sound of firework..

i know that it is
12am

but i didnt feel
anything...

donno
why..

then i call my
lovely bi and wish her all the best..

Muacksss...

2009 passed wit a
speedy time..

and now when i
think back what did i do in 2009...

2009 is a BEI year
for me..

Happy Sad
Disspointed Hope

But it all
pass=)

The best thing is
U still beside me...

Shining day will
come after raining day=)

i tell
myself

Think
positive

will us more easy
to receive anything..

All the best
guys