Reopen school

Final my sem break is end.....

the following subject was damn damn damn tough...

the lecture is damn damn damn damn gay...

c his fxcking face also know that he was gay...

but it is jus start sem...

i should more hardwork to accept it...

It was a heavy rain after school...

i get wet by that...

hahaha ...

sudah basah lah bang...

Then fetch my lovely bi go back home...

she give a small kiss to me...

so happy.....

then i wit kok go selayang play badminton....

damn tired...

two ppl play 1 hour +++....

lucky coming home is not jam...

if jam i think i will chou jin liao...

Today eat liao damn fat thing...

Bah kut Teh + char siew= very fat...

说不出口

Soli bi...

i really sad wat u tel me jus now...

u can refuse me but cant refuse your fren...

family always will the no1..

i know that...

i didnt ever think that i not no2....

mayb ur fren really important than me....

i donno....

mayb i should not 比较....

but if i say this to u....

u will more sad than me....

i don wan tel u cause..

i scare i giving u stress again...

soli 4 that....

my heart is so pain.....

i compared me wit them...

mayb fren are really good 4 u..

cause they didnt even give u a small stress.....

but i promise that if i am not happy i will tel u...

i writed here...

i donno u will see it anot....

but i alrdy do that...

i will be alright...

don think too much...

眼泪在这时出现在我眼眶

Late night

Haiz yesterday 5 am only sleep...

wake up at 9 today....

soli for my dear...

i giving too much of stress to u...

pls forgive me....

later afternoon need go selayang play badminton wit fren...

night need go fetch u my dear...

face to face talk is better then we talk in phone...

muackss....

see u tonight...

now the sky is so gray now..

i think going to rain soon..

hope u wont get wet...

take care o.....

天让我们遇见已经是不简单了

对不起我没去了解你的感受

对不起让你有压力

只因我在乎你

我爱你

i not even value few sec ba

Few sec also cant give me???

they are more important??

alright u jus take your time...

tomolo also....

i also need take my time wit my "TheY"

take care urself...

no one will take care u.....

and from tis sec....

eat urself~~~

Moody day

Today really not in a good mood....

no ppl acc me in the morning...

that y i say wan find a ppl acc me also hard..

traffic jam in the same place twice in a day for u..

i still in dreaming.....

i using my best way to love u...

but it got abit of problem....

because of me u feel stress..

actually me also feel stress...

because i am scare.

i am scare of will happen again...

now we exchange our charcter...

before is me go out wit fren..

now is u...

give me some time to accept it....

forgive me 4 the courage i am...

forgive me using the wrong way to love u...

i am i am jus scare.......

i also tired of wat am i doing...

i think my way will make u happy..

i am wrong....

give me some time.....

i will try my best...........

Soli